hmmms.... firstly..a reaL biGGGG tHanKiEw.. tO peIshAn... fIoN...yI...eE tIan.. sEaN.. x.P...aLeX.. for accompanying me that particular nite.. to let all of u see my tears falling..it's such an embarrasing sight.. well..tink it's just the time when i cant take it anemore and gotta let it out.. thanks for not blaming me but accompanied me late thru the nite.. telling me jokes and comforting me... esp the warm n comforting hug by fiOn n peIshaN.. love u gerls.. realli my sisters.. =) ... hope notink will break our frenship... *praYing haRd* .. school's starting.. and not much time to be spent tog.. maybe we shud treasure all the times we are having now.. i don care wad realli happens in the future... but still i wanna repeat this.. for every single tinks you've all done for me.. i'll nvr forget in my entire life.. thanks gerLs.. n rem.. i'll owaes be there for all of u too..
well... guess tinks haf worked out.. n its the one last time.. i hope promises made will be kept and not broken... i wanna treasure all i haf now.. including you.. the important piece of puzzle in my heart.. without u.. my life will nvr be complete.. just wan you to know...no matter how tiring it's going to get.. we will walk through this tog..
hmmms... had nice daes hanging out with the gerls past few nites.. n tmr's another dae.. i'll nvr get bored.. cos i noe..these moments will nvr last long..i wanna have it while i can.. =) ... thankiew for putting in the effort.. children's been real good these few daes... but i aint feeling well.. everyone's dere just so pleasant.. and just so nice and caring.. except for 3.. hmmms... we'll see how it goes.. am feeling tired oreadi... nites ppl.. and my other gerls... carOl.. fI.. LucY n susIe.. miss u all loadies.. pls make yrself free... and we'll be out some dae.. =D

haPpiE b'DaE tO wEiMiN kOr~...*sorrie i missed it out..but i promise we'll meet somedae too..*

n haPpiE beLaTed b'DaE tO eMiLi... taKe caRe all.. =)

1:43 AM

well well well.... i've not been updating for soooo loong can... cos my com's broken down... and i'm using a neW one rite now!!... yeaaa man~... hahahas.. hmmms..life's been up..and down..like on a roller coaster ride..haiis... up as in i'm good or even betta with my childcare.. and the kids... dey have a special bond with me now..and oni me... their tchr... i'm prOud of it... of my cLass.. i've made a few achievements...tt's wad RacHeL said too... hees... am glad... =D... hmmms... 2 tchrs and 2 aunties asked me to be their gan nu er..hees... i agreed..so i have 4 kai mas at one go.. hahas... and they protect and pamper me alot alot.. hahas... and they owaes stand up for me... as sOME ppl are just so irritaing and FAKE.haas.
but life... for tt side...has been really...dOWN.. and i mean DOWN. it sucks..totally... haiis.. so bored...dono wad else to tok abt man..seems to have so much to update... hahas..sians... had a terrible sat todae.. realli a terrible one... dono wad to sae.. jus noe... its one of the worse cases i guess... maybe..it isnt realli going anewhere.. yars?... dono?... AAARRRGGGHHHHSSSSS...
just so confusing... missin my other side of gerLs alot alot... and missing carteL staffs too... will meet up somedae k... somEdaE..
going to get ready for my practicum le.. haiss.. hope i'll do well... recieve my dip.. and have my own life... =S..
life's been great.. but yet so bad.. hmmmmsss...

waD's liFe all aBt?...

i gaiNed... buT.. i lOst tOo....

2:50 AM

well... been some tired daes... working... plus slacking... running here and dere... but its been good time slacking with the gerls... and the guys...hmmms... and tmr's the dae... the dae i mite even noe more abt wad's happening... feeling kinda afraid... but tink dere's nth wrong..for it's owaes been okae i guess... haiis... just feeling kinda stressed... and tired... mite take cab to there tmr... and i'm asking back for my mOney tmr!!!... yeS~... and i'm bringing gerls and guys down too... see wad can they do... i tink i'll request the money rite on the spot... stRaighT caSH!... humpphs..its been awhile since i've been online in he middle of the nite on a weekdae... normally at this point of time.. i'm deaD asleep.. hahahas.. like a piG... hmmms... not feeling well... having sore throat... realli uncomfortable... haiiss... sooo suaY~.... anewae... hope to haf a fun dae out tmr.. except tt 2 blardie trips... =X... kk..take care ppl... miss all of ya...
esP jIe~... come out soon yeaa.. miss ya~~!!!

*`- bU guAn aI nI yOu dUo naN... wO dOu bU huI tInG zHi aI nI....-`*

1:38 AM

well well... yest... i did went out... i met up with fiOn... went to have our dinner at PasTamAniA.. it was so damn filling... and den we went to catch the movie 'tHe saMaRa'~~.... yeAaaa!!!... and next we've got so many more shows tt we wanna catch... 'tHe paCifIeR'...'tHe hOusE oF waX'... ahahahas... yeaaa man... saMaRa iS nice man... though we covered our ears and eyes thruout the show... *mOstLy* la...hahas... and i hatE the part whereby the stupid woman was scratching on the wall... *nnB*... the sound sucks totally man... WtH... den after tt.. met up with dEardEar... had a talk... den we went out again... wiTh sEaN..fiOn...wEiQiaNg...keLviN... a little bo liaos... they went all the wae to ChanGi viLLage den ta pau tinks to eat at SeLetaR... tmD... half wae got police stop our car at one side... den wan to check us... *NB* maybe..we look like all underage...muahahahs... oh well... we didn't let it spoil our trip... we went to seLetaR resErvOir dere... and had their food... while i had a bag of potato chipS!!...hahahas... den we went hoMe le... *dOts*... but quite okae la... and later i'm going roLLer bLading with fiOn!!... hahahas... just cant wait... had a nice nite out yest... though there were unhappy tinks... but it's all over le... i'm really glad... cos i found out... i've really changed alot... =P... happie for myself... and i hope... deArdEar would keep his pRomise too... =X.. hahas.. and he's sicK... hoPe he'll get well soOn... nite time meeting him... *muAacCCkKkksSssss*
|Ove HiM*

12:27 PM

heyass... well... been havin tummy cramps from yest till now.. jus took painkillers... haiss... i cant imagine my daes with no painkillers... tink i'll get killed by the pain instead... not in a good mood... no appetite... feeling so low... so stupid...haiis...dono whyee... i'm just back from work... but i dread the fact tt i cant meet him...i jus hate the feeling... its owaes the weekends den we got the chance to meet... but yet... we cant do it now.. cos he wanna work on sats n suns.. WTF?! i don even understand why he's doing tt when he oreadi promised me sats and suns he'll keep it of jus like me... so as to accompany each other... and now.. he broke the promise... owaes do... haiss.... /// forget it... maybe its fated... maybe..its all just for us to be in it awae from each other... he's got no time for me... and i'm getting rather tired from all the running down to 230 just to meet him... my transport fees is getting very very high... though i may not mind in the past... but now... i've got other responsibilities at home... i gotta tink twice for everytink... i don get it... will he ever understand?... we are just like two different poles of ppl... he's the north and i'm the south... it seems tt we 2 poles will nvr meet in one decision... hais... just feel so confused... noe he's good... but still... haiis... dono..maybe...it was nvr meant to be?... wadeva... and oh well... i needa rest... i'm too weak now.. hais.. take care ppl... or maybe i'll be out..i don care if i faint in the streets or wad... i jus cant stae at home and tink abt him... it's just too much le... haiis... miss all ppl... and soRrY MiN.. maybe i'm just not in the mood to shop..love ya..sOrrY.

2:16 PM

yeaa... it's me again.. well.. more tots of the dae.. hahas.. nice dae working... tired again... but which dae will be not tired?.. haiis... it's okae..i enjoy tis job and the ppl dere anewae... hahas... children driving me crazy... but make me wanna laugh too... sumtimes... they can get just so outta hand and hard to control... makes me wanna give up... but sumtimes... a little mischief makes them more lively... and when they sleep.. simply just cute small angels... but they are a bunch of devils when they run wild... seen 2 cute reactions from 2 children todae... hahas.. faNg jIe became my baby... cos he woke up very very blur... afraid to let him walk and scared tt he'll fall... so i carried him.. hahas.. but he can be quite cute too... when he went home todae he gave me a kiss.. hahas on my cheek..so cute and sweet of him.. and somehow..my dae is den brightened.. kids can realli briten up yr dae... or make u pissed the whole dae... i tink... children are innocent beings... and if only..all humans can be the same.. esp adults.. and teens.. can they ever grow to be without doing tinks with a ulterior motive?... can they be as SiMpLe minded?... and not tt cOmpLicaTeD.. hmms... maybe..tt's how we learn... tt's how gOd wans us to choose ppl properly... tt's how hE wans us to know the different kinds of ppl who can be formed due to different environments.. different family... different influences.. hahas.. yea... missing cartel frens so much... missing AIT frens so much... missing all those i've missed sooo much... wanna meet up with you all soon... know we are all busy..but we'll squeeze some time out yeaa?... take care ppl.. *HuUUgggSSs...*

*-` yOu dE reN sHuO bU qiNg nA Li haO..daN jIu sHi shUi dOu tI dAi bU LiaO.. `-*

8:24 PM

heyass... am so tired.. saT sOrking too.. but luckily oni 5 hourS... well... fun...but tiRing too.. haiis.. stressed out.. so much woRk.. nvm... anewae.. regarding my previous entry... i'm indicating to some other ppl yar... don tink too much.. and also... thaNkS to fIoN..mUmmIe and yI.. hees.. sorrie i missed you babes out... *huGggsSss* hmmms... well...got sth to write again..

i learnt alot while working yea?... seen more kinds of ppl... how cruel... how FAKE a person can be.. but... i noe there are definately some others who can warm yr heart and cheer up yr dae.. thanks to JaneT.. she lead me to see tinks more properly... how to handle tinks better... i miss naNcY n kaLmajiT too... hais..hope they are stiu okae derE.. anewae.. i realised tt overlooking one's imperfections is the wae to avoid all quarrels and the wae to see one's perfections... tt's when we will realli take notice the goods of the others rather den all the bad points they have... cos i've experienced it myself... sometinks are realli betta left unsaid in order not to hurt someone..but somehow..u've got to let dem noe where dey went wrong yea?.. hmmms... dono... and somehow.. if you wanna tell the person sth... dey mite misunderstand and just twist the fact the other wae round so u'll be the one at fault and in the end... all the unwanted quarrels start out.. hais..humans are cOntrAdIcTiNg... and as fiCkLe miNded too..you'll nvr noe wad are their next actions gonna be.... hmmms.. maybe i shud jus end off with one sentence...
" nvr blame one another for wad happen... just tink of wad happened a moment ago... and figure out if dere's anetink wrong with wad u did... if you insist "nO"...den let the other person figure it out demself.. nth will be solved in a fite or argument..a nice talk may just iron all tinks out.. =) "

anewae...haPpiE 4tH aNni tO 'wO dE tA'.. LoVe yOu lOotSss... *MuaACcKkksSss*

7:30 PM